Thursday, August 22, 2013

marijuana breast milk pancakes

now my sister has been smoking weed and the milk in the frig has been low. if I fail a drug test she's my only blame because I don't do drugs. And I don't smoke weed.

I made some pancakes and she laughed in the living room when I was done. I went to go eat my pancakes and felt really really woozy. I threw them pancakes away and felt really high afterwards. if I'm really drugged from the tainted milk in the frig from me making pancakes then I'm going to fail the drug test.

I'm using if because it's not necessarily true. it can be a falsification. the only reason I'm making this blog is if I'm hired for a job and then they go about drug testing me.

People go behind my back and talk because they're liars and want me to be seen the wrong way so I won't amount to nothing. I call them greedy scumbags they don't want to help me but only want to make themselves look good. THE END.

If my sister hates me for my assumption so be it. I think it's fascinating that I think I'm drugged from her breast milk being that she's smoked weed infront of me and laughed in my face after I made pancakes with the milk in the frig.

Thursday, August 15, 2013


yesterday I got up and uploaded videos & played SMW hacks
watched some alex jones my mother yelled like I don't go outside to get the mail lol
I sampled a song my mother left and came back and went to work late at night
then at 4am she tells me to cut the tv off I do and she yells at me like it's still on when
I had the radio show still on

I had a dream about posting videos on the old youtube layout and gaining 6 million views and then my next video only had a million. & youtube kept reevaluating my monetization settings.
I had thoughts this morning that kevin cadena found out I stop making music and that he wants to help me find a job or some shit.

I'm listening to alex jones talk about diet coke with a scientist.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013


my sister needed help yesterday so I had to find the storage I found it. mean while. My routine download videos from email tumblr facebook play video games. But yesterday was a different one. I checked out for rocky mount jobs and Petsmart poops up & Chili's. I feel out the survey for Petsmart and they aren't hiring for another 3 weeks. And then Chili's places me on hold for 15 mins for their host job. I went to fill out their application and I don't have any references. I still felt drugged from yesterday's tea so I played video games until it stopped  And then I recorded my lyrics to my 2nd verse.

In the middle of the night at like 2am the computer was off and I had forgot the password. But then I remembered moon-cunt doesn't want any reblogs on a porn blog page LOL I'm not a porn blog and she followed me how freaky.

All alex jones talks about is how unlawful the system is no vaccine shot then there's a muscle man group waiting to detain parents and possibly shoot it's how the system works and there's nothing a person can do they have to read the fine print when they're being examined & have to sign paperwork.

Found out I have a notebook with nothing in it now I have to write some scripts. lucky me. luck isn't accurate only karma. what comes around goes around.

Monday, August 12, 2013


I set alex jones on my playlist and then I went to sleep. After that I'm waking up to my brother yelling on the phone about how much gas he gave somebody then my mother's yelling about how me and him need to find a job. My mother decides to kick him out for yelling. I feed the dog and take the trash out. I still feel drugged from the tea from last night. in my arms my neck my fingers and my legs. My mother yelled at me telling me to cancel my appointment for tomorrow.

I filled out a job application for PetSmart soon as I was done I called the one in Rocky Mount and they have all the people they need. So I decided to call Chili's since they needed a host. They left me on hold for 15 mins. I decided to fill out their application. Then I needed 2 references now I'm waiting to hear from Kev and Strat

Waking Up

I recently went to wake up and my audio was distorted the angry aussie needs to fix his audio and make it louder. sleep with a playlist going. I wanted some oatmeal and someone apparantly switched my whole grains to instant. someone is playing with my food. whole food is much thicker oatmeal not the fake GMO instant bullshit. Now that's all I have to eat until I throw this bullshit away like I don't know the difference. I wake up still feeling drugged outta my mind. I don't do drugs and I hate feeling like a whistleblower but something isn't quite right. I shouldn't have the shakes so much. I'm not paranoid at all and my mother is always acting weird. She's yelling at me because she doesn't want me to think she's selling herself for sex. She gets mad at me and gets happy when she gets a phone call. She wants to let the whole house know that she's happy as shit to on a phone with a stranger she just met and acts like we don't know what she's doing. 

Before I made the oatmeal. I step in the hallway mind you I never went to sleep until 130 Monday morning I stumble like my body has a mind of it's own like I've been on a muscle relaxer. I hit the wall. I never done that a day in my life. I cut on the light and my sister is on the sofa bed so now I've got to tip toe around the living room to the kichen on the far end to check out the oatmeal. I check instant first and it's lite like someone's been eating it. Nobody eats oatmeal but me and this whole grain is too full like I never touched it.

I had to use the bathroom and everything in that bathroom is destroyed so I have to walk all the way back to the far end of the kitchen in the dark all the way to the end of the house to the bathroom. And walk all the way in the dark with my sister on the sofa bed.

I still feel slight ticks more muscle spasms than usual. I will keep you update whenever I have another story

Sunday, August 11, 2013

who drugged the tea?

My mother calls the phone and tells my brother not to go into the living room because she's currently been prostituting. To men she meet men she knew and old co-workers. but that's nothing new. She says that Moses is here when I go up front to get some tea. I speak and she acts all funny like it would make me mad that somebody is in the house because she just made a phone call. I made a vlog about how she was lying and how she always lies.

She starts fucking her john moses the married man in her room. so I started writing a song.  then when I had my 16 bars everything was legit. I laid it down. so then I listened to it then everything was okay. but then I drank some tea and started writing my 2nd verse. i went to record my lyrics and I had everything down pack. Then I felt like something drugged me. I think it was the tea because it tasted it little funny than usual too. And everything went weak I got tired. so I uploaded my video. I started to feel really woozy like I didn't eat enough food. It's either a pain pill or a muscle relaxer because I can feel it in my arms my fingers my forehead my jaw and my wrist.

If it's my family trying to poison me with drugged tea I forgive them and I'm not going to act like I've been drugged I'm just going to stay away from them. My mother has been acting funny recently. I'll get into that in my next blog.