Thursday, June 20, 2013


My neighbor knocks on my door this morning for my mother so they can figure out about cutting the tree infront of the house. soon as I call her since his call didn't go through from his cell phone I let her know that the neighbor wanted to get in contact with her about cutting the tree she explodes wanting me to give an explanation so I had him the phone.
My neighbor talked to me about cutting the tree and he went to talk to the land lady about it because the tree will eventually push the trailer. They come back together and are deciding to cut the tree down & choosing branches for fire wood. since they have enough help outside I went back in so I can get ready to feed the dog and let him run a bit on their break.
My mother comes home and she's on her cell phone. She'll call me and then ignore me when I answer her. She did this multiple times because she's focused on being on the phone than thinking of what she's doing. She comes closer to the door aggravated and asks me to help the neighbor move limbs. And I let her know what was going on. She explodes on me after I feed the dog telling me that I have to do what she says because I have to stay here.
I go to the store and buy a coconut juice. And I talk to my neighbor on his break and I let him know how I felt. I told him that he's making money, that I'm here to help him, I'm not mad at anyone, I didn't want to stand in your way while you're cutting a tree down and that my mother did something yesterday that she regrets & wants to explode today because of it.

Sunday, June 16, 2013

where's the peace?

Last night I went to bed early I woke up in 3 hours and stayed up for 4 hours I had 3 dreams one about a monster and kittens one about a truck backing up into a house and one about being in a church after a wedding
my sister had her baby and my mother asked me if I wanted to go see her. I'm vlogging outside and my dog gets loose and bites the neighbors toy ball. then my new neighbors introduce themselves. my mother acts like a bitch over the dog getting loose.
I talk to the neighbors about the basketball.
I went to dollar tree and walmart and sat in the car because my mother acts like a shit headed rush. she wants respect because she works hard to pay bills.  she wants me to respond to her bullshit but it's going to be yes or no answers only. she doesn't want to hear shit I have to say because she knows it all. so then after that we went to see my sister's newborn. then to dollar general. and back to the house.
she gave me 2 dollars for coconut juice. she talks behind my back in the living room acting like she doesn't act like a bitch around me because she has guest watching her bullshit attitude.
she tells me to do something I do it and she's some nosy wanna be bitch acting like I'm not responsible. thanks for reading this. bye. :)

Friday, June 7, 2013

my mother is stressed and sounds pitiful pray for her

I'm sitting in my room making beats and when I'm done. I go up front see my brother and his girlfriend. they are sitting on the couch. I let them know what happened earlier. while making some coffee and cereal. found some powered donuts and shared them. I also let them know about opinion outpost. I go back to my room and watch key of awesome while I eat my food. I go back up and then I decide to go to the mail box. I get my assurance application and then my mother rolls up with my medication and it's just the side effects medication. while I let her know about my assurance she's says is this the right one.
she wants to put up an argument after I show her my medicine and that it's the wrong one. and that I have the wrong prescription because she spent 15 dollars just to pay for it. and my main medicine is all I needed and that cost only 4 dollars. she wanted to waste time and not call her so I called her myself. it only took four minutes. she could've called them. and while I'm in the middle of talking on the phone she wants to have arguments yell and scream. I had 3 days left for my medicine during this time after we see the pills there's one missing. I was telling her while I walked back from the mail that my brother's girlfriend was outside when I came and she wanted to assume that I blamed one of the two. then she wants give her say so and not listen to me talk. so went back in my room to search for my pills because for some odd reason my bottle cap wasn't opened and the pills went everywhere. after finding the pill I was looking for she has company because she was taking care of her granddaughter so my sister's boyfriend was over to pick up her daughter I let my mother know and she wanted to know why I blamed my brother when she never gave me a chance to talk. she wanted to be loud and obnoxious and not want to hear anything I had to say. I'm talking loud because I'm beside the tv. and she screams about this being her house. so I told her I'm going to leave it alone. I went to my room after filling out my application and placed in the mail box and went back up front where everybody was and let her know that she had mail. and I apologize to her for stressing her out and that I didn't blame my brother for anything and that I wanted to explain something in relation to something missing. after all that she just wanted to stay built up over that so she can talk behind my back she does it anyway from now on I'll just have to hold my camera everywhere I go. :)

music telepathic dreams and videos

I've recently had a dream about one of my ex coworkers wanting me to stick my head inbetween her legs while her kids were gone.
my recent dream consisted of me being in a restaurant with my room mate my room mate was the same comedian from high school and he hung around a crowd because he knew I didn't want to fight around my girlfriend. so as he got closer I slammed his body on the floor lifted him up and took him to the cashier right where the manager was and then this comedian from high school turns from a black short young male into some white 3 foot short person soon as I couldn't hold him with my fist any longer.
my mother helped me move my stuff and while I was leaving a black belt was walking towards me and I knew he was going to fight me so I quickly ran towards my mother's car to avoid the fight and he was proud of me walking away.
I left my studio upstairs with my roommate & his friends so I wouldn't have to deal with them anymore.

when I woke up I made eggs and sausage to eat. I took my medication and went outside in the rain to piss. so as I came back from around the other side of the house my mother pulled up and since it was raining really hard I decided to quickly run into the house. She calls the house phone screaming at me about "don't you see my outside" I explain that how am I suppose to know what you're doing. so I put my jacket back on and tell her that I didn't know she just bought groceries how am I suppose to know what she's doing during the day if she's not telling me anything. I helped her and she told me that she bought me stuff. that's when I told her thank you I really appreciate. and then the magic voice said "thank you for saying that"

I started thinking of lowsemeh's companion and lowse then they directed me towards my mother. then my mother calls me into the next room to let me know what she bought me from the grocery store.

I'm making beats and watching naruto now. it's funny how monsters communicate to me. through dreams the rain through my mother and people that I watch vlog. and reggie says it's just me. IDK maybe it is just me and when I time traveled I don't know. maybe time travel isn't so real and I'm delusional making all of these telepathic abilities up.

The intention of this blog was to let my page viewers know that I've uploaded videos on some of my channels on youtube

main channel
2nd channel
gaming channel
alternate channel
instrumentals channel
video channel
review channel

and that I have music on

isampled album 3
g7thebeatmaker's album entitled "For These Lames"
g7 dedications 3 in Side Land 2

Saturday, June 1, 2013

vlog set

I've decided to let my next videos go to my 3 least favorite channels on youtube mostly dreams and dream type videos videos that I didn't place on my main channel videos that are more personal than anything else

topsecretchronicles could be a channel with more content like updates on science stuff I'm into that's related
vlogirific could be just those videos that I really wanted on my channel but weren't excepted
digitalhll could be just my personal life or more on music and whatever's important to me IDK yet

but for sure I have videos for these 3 channels and I have recent uploads.

I'm g7thebeatmaker and thanks for reading this. more on the way.